[Verse 1]
Writing words on a page
I'm thinkin' 'bout what I've become
And where I'm gonna go
In the future, I don't know
And that suits me, guess I'll know
When the tide rolls out
And the sun goes down
When I'm done, I'm tellin' you
That I'm done, instead of
Hanging my head and submittin'
Odds 2-1, Yeah, I've done that a ton
I ain't no stranger to the fun
I've been fuckin' around
Yeah, I've been stumbling down
Except I found my way out
Don't misconstrue I'm not there just yet
Still more to do, there's confidence to be built
And not to mention I feel
Like this fucking ordeal
Was just so I could be normal
But I guess it revealed
That yeah I am and it fills
Me with pride knowing
I could distil all this gunk in my brain
Which all corrupted my life
And turn it to the motivator
That which kept me alive
And which allowed me to thrive
And fuckin' laugh on the side
[Hook]
Oh, my soul, I see we've
Crossed again, I'm lost again
Forever
Oh, I want to be
Something else underneath
Forever
Oh, I'm lost in the waves
Ready for this change
Forever
[Verse 2]
I'm a little scared I ain't bout to lie
And say I ain't, I'm uncertain
Where I'm headed
Long as I keep level-headed
I can take it all on
I got a new-found inspiration
Such a killer motivation
Just to keep my cool strong
I'm doing well but don't back down
'Cause if I ever quit it means I'm slick back in the shit
And well, that sound, scares the living life outta me
I'd let down my family, all of my friends and myself
Another Calamity is something that I don't need
I'd rather make sure that I'm safe and that I'm happy in peace
Than rot away and see the day that I become a recluse again
Abusing hallucinogens, it's use it or lose it my friend
Who's gonna snooze on me then?
As long as I stay wide away from those days
I'll be safe I'll be great, I must have faith in my heaven
Or live in limbo forever
...forever
[Hook]
Oh, my soul, I see we've
Crossed again, I'm lost again
Forever
Oh, I want to be
Something else underneath
Forever
Oh, I'm lost in the waves
Ready for this change
Forever