[Verse 1]

Can somebody remind me?

I'm alive cause it's obvious I'ma be dying

Nevermind what your eyes see

I got the mind of a minefield bottled inside me

And my pride is behind me, so when I speak

I try finding the right thing

But I'm left with a bottle of vodka, and I can't decide did it mind, did it not, see

My bum broke on the concrete, and I think what if I didn't stop and it got me

Death, is all I got in this world is me and mine

Be in mind, he remind of me of zombies

I'm a dead man walking, but I'm drowning in sorrow, it's drowning tsunami

And I'm praying to God that my mom never finds me with an IV inside me

But I write these thoughts, I might be off

Fuck it man, It might be y'all

My son don't see me, my wifey scarred

I feel like my music cutting my psyche off

And I don't wanna believe in a pipe dream, naw

Inner demons, gotta fight these off

Millimeter on my right, please call

Nigga, give a reason then I might squeeze off

Nigga, feel the fire, I pop them pills till I'm feeling tired

The devil wanna kill desire, I never really feel inspired

I guess what I'm feeling is spilling, I fill the dryer up

With my dirty laundry 'cause I been washed up

Hell naw, it's just my luck

Gettin' ready to end my love

It's already lost so pour some Hen in my cup

[Chorus]

I got my head down, brim low, attitude like, "Fuck you"

Been down so much to with nothing I can look up to

My head down, brim low, attitude like, "Fuck you"

Been down so much to with nothing I can look up to

My head down, brim low, attitude like, "Fuck you"

Been down so much to with nothing I can look up to

My head down, that's why I got my head down, head down

[Verse 2]

Everyone asking where the hell I been, dawg

In my head again, hell has been dark

I got problems that's never been solved

When my doc calls, I cut the cellular off

You ever been called

Every name in the book till you take every sedative tossed

In your face and you're basically so sick in the brain

That you could've ate a whole medicine ball?

I never act like I'm better than y'all

I feel bad when I set the shit off

I fell back in a devilish cause

The fuck is Tarrel at? He is dead and been gone

I wanna get nailed back on the head of this cross

Get the fuck out the trap for the better shit, y'all

Lord, I ask for the fellowship, pause

My own dad ain't accepting my calls

So watch what you bring around you

I promise it eventually will drown you

You'll lose everything around you

But I'ma be the first to say "fuck what they think about you"

Your own loved ones, they will even doubt you

Pride, I can eat a mouthful

And when the shit's all said and done everyone in there, funny with the odds stacked even out to

Think about who matters the most

From back in the strap and your coat

When nobody had your back in the cold

Now you get cash and they act like your folks

Deprived people, I'm rapping for those

They wanna trap us and snatch up our souls

But it ain't happening, yo, I'ma fight back till I lie flat with a tag on my toe

[Chorus]

I got my head down, brim low, attitude like, "Fuck you"

Been down so much to with nothing I can look up to

My head down, brim low, attitude like, "Fuck you"

Been down so much to with nothing I can look up to

My head down, brim low, attitude like, "Fuck you"

Been down so much to with nothing I can look up to

My head down, that's why I got my head down, head down