[Verse 1: King-ISO]

Submerged in a pool of pity I feel me soaking

This cash money got me menaging with pills and potions

I'm in the mirror with a pill bottle and I'm finna down em'

My O.C.D said "how many", but who's really counting

If the faith of a mustard seed could just inch a mountain

How did I get this far and what am I tripping bout' then

I'm sure by now if I'm supposed to live I'd have thought of something

Just in case somebody hears me, left the water running

Off of nothing and group sessions and safety plans

More acid re-flux and sharp pains like safety pins

And unbeknownst side effects for med's but take the chance

I would've used a burner, homie's keep me away from them

So now were here in this bathroom and if this actually kills me

I can't help but think what my mama's reaction will be

A lot of people daily never will Tarrel be steady

And come to think about it I'm probably in hell already

(In hell already)

[Hook]

I vividly remember the times homie

Started to ask myself

The more i read the more i see

The more i know

We got both on earth homie

(Uh, that's real shit)

[Verse 2: King-ISO]

What we do in this lifetime, echos for an eternity

I created my own hell, that shit never occurred to me

Impulses unlike minds manifested when the serpent speaks

But evil minds are just like mine, maybe I did it purposefully

And that's not to say that I'm evil

I'm speaking generally about the people

We all know who controls what and that's lethal how is that equal?

Tell me, do you control what they feed you?

Tell me, do you control what they teach you?

Well, see if you condone how they lead you

How you perceive the world that will be you

Maybe these thoughts are yours and not mine

Why we have thoughts to go and stop science

And if I'm really lost I know that I'll find

Nothing is impossible in our minds

Meaning if I think it could just be existent

Or whether I'm ceasing slipping, breathing, living

I'mma still find the will to reach within

If I'm dropping know that I'll climb

All of the time, my body and soul, I'm out of control

I gotta' grip hold, my solid composure and climb out of this hole I'm not in this globe

I'm standing on my creation

And be damned if i don't bite temptation

So there's a chance to go off the matrix

I'm in hell already

(In hell already)

[Outro]

Real life

Real life

That's where I'm at homies, you know what time it is homies

Just take a broad look at everything

You'll see my vision