You told me that it’s fear that it’s time

I told you savor the moments but you ain’t get the sign

Reenacting past pain had to draw the line

Ain’t no reason for the lie sayin’ that I’m fine

Loss myself, loss the wealth, and loss the shine

Always went to eat when I never wanted to dine

I just wanted peace, tranquility, and a friend

Only measured love by willingness when I spend

Uhh

Save me from myself

Stressed me to the limits, took a toll on my health

Nothing would of happened if I grinded for myself

But instead I sell for things that I never really felt

Uhh

It’s an illusion, all this fake we pursuing

Fell in love with a thought that really was inconclusive

Uhh, so abusive

The mind is a battle we always try to elude it

Tell me where to go, tell me where to be

Tryna fill a hole that you couldn’t see

Working on the growth of a newer me

Living with the pain wasn’t new to me

Tell me where to go, tell me where to be

Tryna fill a hole that you couldn’t see

Working on the growth of a newer me

Living with the pain wasn’t new to me

New shit

True shit

I win shit

Then I lose shit

Steady losin’ took my L’s and I groomed ‘em

Now I’m walkin’ head high, music boomin’

I’m talkin’, mackin’, stackin’ brought the broom in

Sweepin’ niggas outta the way now they fumin’

Keep your hostility turn your hate to ability

Tryna let go but I know that she always feelin’ me

Just wanna feel and see

Just wanna know where to go when I’m feelin’ free

Hold my hand, look inside see the realer me

I don’t wanna fall for shit that was clear to see

Uhh

So check your phone, check the calls

Focus on my heart I don’t need you on my balls

Never wanna leave but departing to achieve

Was the only thing the streets ever cared to believe

Hold on

Tell me where to go, tell me where to be

Tryna fill a hole that you couldn’t see

Working on the growth of a newer me

Living with the pain wasn’t new to me

Tell me where to go, tell me where to be

Tryna fill a hole that you couldn’t see

Working on the growth of a newer me

Living with the pain wasn’t new to me

(Wasn’t new to me)

W-w-w- it wasn’t new to me

Always went to eat when I never wanted to dine

I just wanted peace, tranquility, and a friend

Only measured love by willingness when I spend