[Verse]

I bow my head and I pray, it's be so long since I've prayed

I'm on my knees in the poring rain under skies that are grey

I'm on my knees tryna plead to a God I've doubted for strength

I bow my head and I pray that you hear these words that I say

You'll hear these songs that I wrote, you see it's not just a phase

I'm clinging onto to the hope that you'll find a time and a place

Where you can hear all of these songs and see what's all on my brain

These songs I wrote are the only hope that I'll communicate

Cause you dismiss anything that I try to tell you

Anytime we even try to talk your tone is so resentful

So I wrote you a bunch of letters, threw 'em on instrumentals

In hopes that my voice is loud enough to reach you and you get the memo

And yeah I know I should move on and I deserve better

I don't want better I want you, I want forever

None of us are perfect but I think you're worth it in the end

And I'm a firm believer me and you could learn to grow together

So listen, I know my message might come off as inconsistent

I know some of the shit was harsh but I'm conflicted

Some days I'm just like fuck it, I ain't need you to begin with

Other days I'd give up everything to try to close the distance

Some days I think it's not too late for us to make it different

Other days I have no hope that you would even fucking listen

If my words make you smile, make you mad and make you cry

That's just a glimpse at what this scattered mess is like inside my mind

So talk that "Kurt got soft" bullshit that ya'll wanna talk

Let me get 12 plays on SoundCloud and feel like I'm falling off

Let me feel like I'm wasting studio time to record this song

As long as it reaches you none of that matters anymore

But who knows, maybe I'm wrong and this shit could actually blow

I'd reach millions of fans and they'll sing along at my shows

I'll get radio play all across the globe it'll be known

That Kurt Hazard really made it big and did it on his own

At that point would you reach out to me and try to make it right

You think that I would be convinced you changed over night

You think that I'd forget that our last conversation was a fight

You think that I'd forget how wrong you did me, how you said goodbye

Without any closure you never even looked me in the eye

You never even checked for me you never once apologized

You think that once I hit the top I'd let you back into my life

Cause if you're thinking that the saddest part about it is you're prolly right .

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