what did i do wrong?

By killjoyparis

On you ruined everything

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Break my heart, guess there’s nothing to do

You cut me open like it’s nothing, guess I’m nothing to you

I’d run it back again, it’s not a single thing I wouldn’t do

I’d cut myself a thousand times over and over for you


Then I think, what’s wrong with me?

It’s almost every time I try, I end up in misery

Don’t just sit there and watch me bleed

I said I’m holding out my hands, I’m reaching out for you

(fuck)


Spent too much time in my room

Get lost in my thoughts

Mummy in a tomb

I don’t know what’s right, I know it’s on you

I don’t know what’s wrong, it’s hard to tell with you


Wish I could just be okay

I daydream all day

When I blow my brain

I feel so insane

I don’t feel okay

I might be Kurt Cobain

When I just go away


I just wish you died

In the worst way

You’re the vein to my heart

Hope you go away

Always howling at thе moon

I guess I got nothing better еlse

(fuck)

I can’t feel my kidneys

My liver kinda stopped

If I take another xanny

Then I’ll surely fucking drop


And if I lose my conscience

Would you help me find it, love?

Don’t wanna play this game

And it’s awfully a shame

That I have to give you up, oh


Stop, stop, stop, stop

Don’t watch me bleed

I said I’m begging you, I’m begging you

I’m begging you, please


I said don’t just sit there and watch me bleed

I said I’m holding out my hands

I’m reaching out for you, please


I just wish you died

In the worst way

You’re the vein to my heart

Hope you go away

Always howling at the moon

I guess I got nothing better else

(fuck)

I can’t feel my kidneys

My liver kinda stopped

If I take another xanny

Then I’ll surely fucking drop


And if I lose my conscience

Would you help me find it, love?

Don’t wanna play this game

And it’s awfully a shame

That I have to give you up, oh


Stop, stop, stop, stop

Don’t watch me bleed

I said I’m begging you, I’m begging you

I’m begging you, please


I said don’t just sit there and watch me bleed

I said I’m holding out my hands

I’m reaching out for you, please