In my mind, I'm already gone

I walk alone between the walls

That insecurity has built for me

Comparing myself to them

I can't stand being in my own skin

Deceptions drilled into my eyes

Are starving me of any life

Drilled into my eyes

Starve my life

Scar my mind

Deceptions drilled into my eyes

Ripping me apart from the inside

Why, God, why?

Will I make something from this life of shit?