[Verse]

I entertained her way more than strangers

Hit me up in person like I didn't have a pager

Treat me like i'm someone like the scales I play are major

Strip me of my vision you're the brush and i'm the painter

And my moral compass broken I know that this important but

If I really cared I wouldn't search for these emotions

You’re the words and i'm the poet gotta stick to just one slogan

But words I wouldn't mean theyre just better left unspoken

I fucked with my decisions and fucked you in that camry

But truth is recognition so shit it didn't happen

So long i'm driving off from my hasty decisions

But she always turned on got my keys in ignition

Id probably miss just being happy if my soul wasn't sold

You're the apple in the garden every bite want you more

And I got more to me than music and a chip that I own

I could throw away my burdens but Id probably buy more

And if it eat me then it's probably what i'm needing

I been barely hanging on paint these verses like graffiti

When i'm buzzing on my own and my cell phone isn’t beeping

Cuz I pushed away my family anyone who ever seen me

Im laughing at myself cuz I know me so well

When the verses hold more truth than every word that I tell

I'm hoping that I choose to put you over myself

I guess it's just the progress who said love isn't hell but

What should you think when you sunk so low

When the speed that drown beats the speed that you float

And the greed in your mind mine for more than just gold

Cuz they gave you all they had and you still wanted more

Felt like a monster shouldn't harm her

What you put out it goes back into your karma

Love can be explosive or eat you like piranhas

But when it settles down can we go back into nirvana

[Outro]

Few people laughed

Few people cried

Most people were silent

Now I am become death

The destroyer of worlds

I suppose we all thought that

One way or another