[Intro]

Ahem, aw, man

I guess I'm just venting, yeah

[Verse 1]

Don't hate me

I make mistakes like I'm human, but they still rate me

Deep depression where I fell, no one else could save me

Back and forward with my faith, I've been trippin' lately

Feel like I've been goin' crazy

I've got, anger issues that's led me to many separations

Or, arguments without preparation

Or, retaliation from people who don't understand me wit' a lack of patience

I'm just workin' towards my destination, it's near

Everlastin' cycles of battles that I don't ever win

My inbox is full of distractions that wanna reel me in

Do I respond to all of these messages? Well, that depends

'Cause all these women that know I got a wife keep checkin' in

Tellin' me how they happy for me and here to bring me joy

You really happy for me, or you just here to destroy?

Everything I told you, I prayed hard for God to produce

You really happy for me, or you just here to seduce

Me into tellin' my deepest secrets and all my weaknesses?

Tryna be the next one my lady sayin' I'm sleepin' with

Tryna have me livin' in guilt and hearin' these voices

Tryna make me lose the anointin', it's annoyin'

[Verse 2]

I'm searchin' for validation from people that's not a factor

The reason blessings not comin' faster, chasin' after

Acceptance from my family, I moved away 'cause every day

It feel like they be mad at me, if not, then they just laugh at me

It's jealousy from all of the people I feel are close to me

Feel like Joseph's story was wrote for me, but I don't know

They call me a leader, I'm never that

I know I break the witness when I fall in the devil's traps

Don't judge me, uh

Don't hate me, for bein' honest 'bout how I'm livin' lately

Don't go erase me and delete my music

They don't think I'm human

Just 'cause I teach a little don't mean that I'm not a student

I also be goin' through it

Runnin' out of all the people I used to contact

'Cause what's the point of havin' friends when all they do is turn they back

Whenever I make one mistake?

I don't really know how much more division I could take

But everybody bein' fake

Always got a snake in every group

Everybody got a motive, so beware of what's the truth

Even when I'm lukewarm, I still can see the fruit

It be the people that's closest to you that wanna see you lose

I'm makin' this music and people say they relate

God, I ask for Your forgiveness, even though it's late

I be thankful every day that Jesus clean my slate

Anyone I've ever hurt, forgive me for my ways

Don't hate me

[Outro]

Yes, days

You don't know my days