Yeah

Yeah

Look

I’ve been here with your for the past six months

Tell me how am I supposed to cope with pain

All of my heartbreak came from all that you gave

You built me up until I felt like I was enough

You done tore me up saying that you couldn’t love

Yeah I understand that you’ve been going through some stuff

But it doesn’t mean to leave the one who gave you every single thing he could just to make you feel like you loved

I’m sorry that I’m not good enough, I’m sorry that I’m not that tough, I’m sorry about all that stuff

I just wish I could make it work

I guess it’s not my perk

Just to keep you around

“No boys allowed”

As a man once told me standing at the front door

I understand that you don’t want me anymore

Listen

I’ll always be here waiting on my porch

Just to see you again once more

Even run to the store

Just to buy ya diamond ring

Just to watch you and somebody that you’ve never known as long as me

Walk down the middle of the aisle

Even though you look at him and never smile

Then realize it was me

I’m sorry

Yeah

I’m sorry

Sydney Jade Cates

This the one that meant the most to me

All the way from January

July 24, this was six months

You dumped me and I grabbed my gun

Stuck it to my head and said

“I never thought I’d see this happen again.”

I thought wrong

And I put my feelings into this song

I really fucking love you

And I can never explain

All the pain that you done put me through

Made a line, more than two

Tell me what to do

What should I do

I done fell for you

Lost my family too

I kept loyal to you

All because I made you my boo

I know that you hate me the most

Chevy too

I may have messed up once

Said I was sorry more than a dozen times

And the only way I express me is through these rhymes

I can never find someone as great as you

I’d rather slit my wrists and take my life

Because I’ll never be fine

I just want to scream and shout

I need a way out

In you I always placed my trust

Never doubt

I need you back baby please

Because right now

I’m on the fence of life and death

Because without you I’m practically dead

Yeah

I know some things were said

But I can’t get you out my head

I feel so mislead

Fuck it

I might just rest my head

Go to sleep

Think of you and me

I cannot seem to find a better way

Maybe this bullet can help me to get away

I feel pathetic

And yeah that’s right I said it

YNF

You’ll never forget it

Yeah

YNF

You’ll never forget it