[Verse 1: Tavis Foster]

Moonlight cold, soul is

In my whip, I swerve

Hacksaw ridge my wrist

In my heart, Iceberg

In my grip, my girl

Pour some more my sir

She done left my world

Heart go cold like her

I got photographs and I got memories still

Shit just don’t feel real

So I grip my steel

And I don’t see no gain

I go Kurt cobain

Boy don’t show no pain

Momma told me that

Cause I’ve been down before

Why wasn’t I enough ?

I can multiply the sad faces , shits not adding up

Cause I’ve been down before

So heaven don’t look like Up

Heaven don’t look like us

Love you my love rust

I can have 11 in a day

Skip the role and straight to fornicate

Jehovah just a solar call away

Rеverend told me boy don’t run away

But I can tеll my life is running slim

I can see the light is going dim

Dip inside the fountain just a sip

Buried under ground I seen a glimpse like

[Chorus: Tavis Foster]

I’ve been down before, buried down below

Feelings going cold and they don’t even know

Got it in control, I got it in control

I’ve been down before, buried down below

I’ve been down before, buried down below

Feelings going cold and they don’t even know

Got it in control, I got it in control

I’ve been down before, buried down below

[Verse 2: Isssshingo]

I’m in the deep end, been drowning for more than a season

And I fear that I’ll never get out of my own head enough to remember I’m breathing

This one goes out to the seasoned introvert with inner demons

The kind that whisper strings of doubt to keep you sinking

Fuck the loops of constant thinking I know

There’s freedom I can attain, I’ve felt warmth in the coldest winter and I’m smiles in the rain

Shit I’m even laughing when I’m crying crawling through the pain

Every step forward is a step that’s hard to make

But I keep pushing, know you watching keep looking

Saw the opportunity to make my own path I took it

Everyday is a struggle and the wins sometimes subtle

If you ain’t in the present moment you might over look it

So I keep pushing, know you watching keep looking

Saw the opportunity to make my own path I took it

Everyday is a struggle and the wins sometimes subtle

If you ain’t in the present moment you might over look it

[Chorus 2: Tavis Foster]

I’ve been down before, buried down below

Feelings going cold and they don’t even know

Got it in control, I got it in control

I’ve been down before, buried down below

I’ve been down before, buried down below

Got it in control, I got it in control