Ghost

By Kidd J

Released on January 14, 2021

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She took my soul

Buried it down just as deep as it goes

Less of a man my heart is a hole

And I'm just a ghost

My ex left me

And cheated on me

Now I'm stuck

With all these bad memories

It's my fault

I wear my heart my sleeve

Dying inside

Internally bleed

Tired of crying

The pain cuts deep

Nowhere to run

No hide and seek

Nobody's sees me

I'm feeling so weak

Cause when you're a ghost

They can't hear you speak

See right through me

Like I don't exist

Treated me

Like I was nothing

I'm pissed

It was it was

It is what it is

What's next for me

It's hard to predict

All of this struggling

Is making me sick

Tired of games

I can't reminisce

Any longer

But it's tough to resist

Now I know love is a curse

And a gift

The tears

That I wiped away

Were falling

Right down my face

Stuck in a dangerous place

I think I need some space

And time to ease the pain

But who's the one to blame

The ghost inside me

Haunted me

Now it's time

For a change

She took my soul

Buried it down just as deep as it goes

Less of a man my heart is a hole

And I'm just a ghost

Yeah

I'm a ghost

Of my former self

Will I go back

It's hard to tell

On the right track

I asked for help

All on my own

Cause Nobody else

Cared for me

When I was down

No more mistakes

My life turned around

For the better

Hope it last forever

Took a stand

And

Stood my ground

You won't

Find me in the lost

And found

I feel protected

Safe

And sound

I was neglected

Felt like a clown

Different perspective

I will not drowned

In sad emotions

I deserve to be happy

You didn't me

And I wanted you badly

But it's over now

I had to move on

I came to the fact that

I did nothing wrong

Now you listen to songs

That remind you of me

It's been so long

There's no way

To reach me

I'm right where

I belong

Do you believe in ghosts?

I disappeared

I'm gone

She took my soul

Buried it down just as deep as it goes

Less of a man my heart is a hole

And I'm just a ghost