Released on December 24, 2020

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[Hook]

Why am I up?

I can't fall asleep, because I fight insomnia

Your mind is really weak, that's why your past is hunting ya

The energy you give me feels like [?]

But I know you wanna see me [?]


[Verse]

I can see myself on a TV screen and BET Awards

I tell myself, that I'm gon' win, because that is important

I turn my losses into lessons, that's my interlection

I told my mama, Imma get it so we can stop stressing

How does it feel when the pain never stops?

Run up on me, like these percs you get popped

I don't got no time, but I got diamonds on my clock

When I pull up to the party I just feel the [?]

If I'm alive or if I'm dead, I know the show will never stop

I'm in the sky, I'm in my head, I know my thoughts can bring me down and not up

I told you, to get out of your feelings, 'cause you do not want to


[Hook]

Why am I up?

I can't fall asleep, because I fight insomnia

Your mind is really weak, that's why your past is hunting ya

The energy you give me feels like [?]

But I know you wanna see me [?]

Why am I up?

I can't fall asleep, because I fight insomnia

Your mind is really weak, that's why your past is hunting ya

The energy you give me feels like [?]

But I know you wanna see me [?]