[Verse 1]

My resting heartrate's in triple digits

The sun went down and my hopes went with it

I'm not having fun

I plan my day 'round medication

Rollercoaster stimulation

I'm not the only one

[Chorus 1]

And I left my journal out in the rain

Hoping the storm might somehow wash away

All of those stupid, repetitive entries

I've been writing for what feels like centuries

Like years and years and years

Years and years, years and years

[Verse 2]

I'll get out of bed and charge my Fitbit

'Cause this time I swear it's different

I'm not giving up

I've got plans for rearranging

Every part of me is changing

But not fast enough

[Chorus 2]

If I left this body out in the rain

Do you think the storm might somehow wash away

All of this extra weight, red-faced

Fine-line that I spent so much time hating

Like years

And years and years and years

Years and years, and years and years

[Verse 3]

Every ocean's full of garbage

Everyone I know is starving

For some type of care

And all my friends are missing pieces

We're all sad with no good reason

I know it isn't fair

[Chorus 3]

If I left the whole world out in the rain

You think the storm might somehow wash away

All of the tears and the crying

All the grief and the dying

Very least get struck by lightning

Anything to be keep us fighting

For the next few years

And years and years, and years and years