Sidewalk Chalk - Intellectual

I'm on a mission to find myself, lately I'm off it

Coughin, These meds I take gon put me in a coffin

More often than not, I'm distraught

All alone in my room with the lights out

Even when its nice out

I'm lazy, really wish you'd see me on the daily

Lately I've been feeling crazy baby, I don't wanna talk

I can tell she fakin, she only hit me at 1 o'clock

My brain she stained like sidewalk chalk

Everywhere I look (hm)

All I see are chemicals

Think she got me hooked

I feel it in my genitals

Read me like a book and play me like a cassette tape

Why wait, when you with me, pigs fly great

By date, better get here by the by date

Irate, the way that I've been feeling I been irate

Why wait?

Lately, lately, I've been feeling crazy

I'm not that much to see so

Why everybody tryna look at me (oh)

It's getting hard to breathe so

Imma take a minute and focus on me (oh)

This ain't a solo, wish it was a duo-lingo

Bingo, way that I been falling down

Plinko, I just put a sock on my mic that's a spit feel

When I'm still up in the night, that's when I spit real

Walking round my town and I can't help but look

I see you all around every time it got me shook

When you walk by, I was too high

Couldn't say hi, now you moving to the next guy

I'm on the next high

Everywhere I look (hm)

All I see are chemicals

Think she got me hooked

I feel it in my genitals

Read me like a book and play me like a cassette tape

Why wait? When you with me, pigs fly great

By date, better get here by the by date

Irate, the way that I've been feeling I been irate

Why wait?

Lately, lately, I've been feeling crazy

Lately I'm depressed

Lately not my best

Lately I've been thinking bout the feeling of a breast

Lately in my feels, I been popping pills

Mom's just getting worried lately

I'm still cracking seals

I been feeling low

Lately I don't know

Lately not myself

I'm someone else when off the blow

Momma said to work

So I put work in

Imma keep on pushing till I'm 10 feet in the dirt in

See me? But no one wanna be me

I won't blame them I don't wanna be me either