2 o’clock - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Cold in December, I'm taking in a lot

Pictures we taken are leaving my mind

Years have been fading, I got to replacing

You changing your mind, just say I'm enough

Picture a memory, leaving the energy faded away like my dreams

I'm making means without any means

I'm running low on all self-esteem

[Hook]

And now it's 2 o'clock and I'm six feet under

Pain froze when I called your number

Hear your voice and I felt your comfort

Mind tripping when you ain't responding

She telling lies to me

And she tryna make it seem like she'll never leave

But I am no longer naive

'Cause I'm insecure and soon she gon' see me-

[Verse 2]

Bleed out in my old ass closet

Better off now, in my mind, I lost it

I don't feel a thing after all I accomplished

Everybody changes and this heart turn garbage

I'm trying to make it seem like I'm not lonely, need company

Lately I'm having the vividest dreams

Falling in love and lost in the schemes

But tonight I run away and I'm not coming back

All in my mind when I'm packing my bags

Leaving the doorstep, I'm turning the corner

I'm on a bus to the past

Hey, know I mean everything said in this song

I'm at a party, I feel all alone

Sorry to crash but the pain is immaculate

Tragically fail like my lungs

This is the metaphor left

Double entendre explaining my death

How many people will I push away before I no longer have any friends or family left?

Heart turnin' cold like November

It's losing empathy, hating who I had become

I used to be so hopeful of everything

Hopeful of people that came on around

Ending my life tonight

I am concluding the chapter for all

Everyones happy when I'm at the story

It's tragic but I cannot right all my wrongs