[Verse 1]

I could just sit here and say that I don't wanna leave

As I lose all my ethics, myself on the beat

I hope that I'm improving myself mentally

Cause I don't have a clue what to do, what I need

Yeah, fuck, got that low self-esteem

I could say that I choose to ignore all my needs

As you pray, I just laugh, ain't no God that I need

I just- fuck, wish that like you, I believed

Internally, guess I've been hurting

I usually think I'm alright as I worsen

These bitches, they twerking, they working

They getting the money, I don't think they know what they serving

Her man ain't been talking, she's making him crazy

She don't understand that he's done with her playing

She ruined her chance, all the time she's been wasting

He doesn't need this so he's packing away and he goes

Woo, should he turn right?

Invisible lights shining bright every night

Imperial like he's alright, like he might

Just go and make it out but I know he ain't knowing why, oh

He's certain his life goes one way

He's certified like he's been going insane

Can't sleep, he knows that won't get rid of the pain

He's just tired of lying, like 'tbh same'

I go through the breakups, they hoping to make up

They ruin they makeup cause I'm such a cunt

The kid going crazy on all of his exes

They just wanna text him but he's still a cunt

I say I'm alright, no disturbing their peace

I just lie, keep on spitting shit right through my teeth

I am fine, I'm alright, I take care of my needs

Wanna die but I'm fine, I've done said my piece, woo

[Hook]

What the fuck is going on in here, boy?

I'm breaking my silence

What the fuck is going on in here, boy?

Said I'm breaking my silence

Cause inside my brain, all my thoughts've been talking

They wanna escape and get out so they swarming

They breaking the tension, it's getting so boring

I'm breaking my silence like yeah

[Verse 2]

I come back on this shit

Going mad like a bitch that I dated

There's no turning back on that shit

It's embarrassing, couple more years, then I'm laughing like shit

What the fuck's happening?

Really, I'm honestly kinda amazed

That I ain't getting death threats like everyday

Like a rejected Murray, Hello can't be saved

When they saying their work is a massive mistake

Fuck, I think I need me a break

Taking one after I'm done with this, ayy

Making up stories, well, what can I say?

Without it, I'm boring, I won't get the plays

I think I need me a break

Taking one after I'm done with this, ayy

Making up stories, well, what can I say?

What can I say?

I'm going around like they walking through town

And they stepping to me but I never back down

So they making a scene and their lights going out

Cause they fucking with me, wait, I'll tone it right down

No, I won't

I'm writing, they slicing, they wish they were dying

They post on they Tumblr while tears come, they crying

They what? Now they say that they've been fighting

When everybody knowing that tonight they fucking dying, woo

So they don't know what I'ma do?

Real fake ass bitch, yeah, she know what I do

Real lame ass kids, yeah, say they knew what I do

What the fuck they doing? Go and get inside of your room

Yeah, so hard, they've been trying to copy me lately

I switch up my style, they cannot replace me

I witness them biting but fuckers ain't paying

The kid with the period, know he been slayin' like ooh