[Verse 1]
I was always the one
That never needed no help
But now I keep on asking all these questions to myself
Did I get it right?
Did I do okay?
Will mama love me like she did yesterday?
[Chorus]
All I wanted was to bleed
Fall right out of the family tree
Is that wrong?
It's gotta be wrong
Well I guess it's wrong
But it feels so fucking right
[Verse 2]
So I will tell myself
That this is not my fault
But every time I get close to the answer all the lights go out
Is someone flicking the switch?
Is someone messing with me?
Did I do something so bad that mama just couldn't bear to see?
[Chorus 2]
That all I wanted was to bleed
Fall right out of the family tree
All I wanted was to sing
And curse the world when I was weak
Is that wrong?
It's gotta be wrong
Well I guess it's wrong
But it feels so fucking right
[Bridge]
I'll never see the other side of this cold dark veil
The others pass; they never seem to fail
So I will stay the underdog so you've got something to root for
Try so hard and all they want is more and more and more
What seems simple
Just ain't easy
I can't take it
Anymore