Alive - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Unread texts and missed calls

Told everyone I turned my phone off

Didn't ask for help and now I’m lost

Life comes in phases (Phases)

Consequences and mistakes

I'm sorry that it's taken me so long

Mister, mister, please let off your power

Give me half an hour, or better yet, a full

Only sweet until it all goes sour

But life is what you make it, and then there’s more to lose

Gatekeeper, can you show me more to life?

Lately, I've been living out of spite

Grim Reaper, just give me one more night

I need another chance to say goodbye

I shouldn't have to die to feel alive

Here's the thing with disappearing

You can yell and no one hears you

Times like this, I need an ear

When I finally have so much to say

Wish I could see your face, oh

And do what I have to stop the tears

Sister, sister, please know that I'm sorry

I wish you could've stopped me from falling off the hill

Only sweet until it all goes sour

But life is what you make it until it gets too real

Gatekeeper, can you show me more to life?

Lately, I've been living out of spite

Grim reaper, just give me one more night

I need another chance to say goodbye

I shouldn't have to die to feel alive