[Part 1]

[Verse 1]

I wake up another fucking day

The grass is all dead, the skies are cloudy gray

I get dressed, there’s numbers in my head

I get paid today but today is also rent

So know I gotta figure out what the fuck I’m paying for

Will I go another week without fucking eating more?

All my food expired, I’m eating takeout

I don’t know what to do, I’m fucking freaking out ‘cause

I gotta watch my weight, I’m getting fucking fat again

Diabetes runs in the fam’ and they all dead

I gotta save my money, I gotta write my will

Will the FBI snipe me if I don’t pay my bills?

I swear therе’s eyes evеrywhere watching me

Underneath my bed, in between the fucking loveseat

I swear my dead family is fucking haunting me

Uh, yeah, I wanna be free (I wanna be, I wanna be, I wanna be)

[Hook]

Every ten fucking seconds, I’m paranoid (Paranoid, paranoid, paranoid)

Every thirty fucking seconds, I’m paranoid (Paranoid, paranoid, paranoid)

After a minute, you’ll never fucking guess it, I’m paranoid

And it, and it just goes on and on and on

(P-A-R-A-N-O-I-D)

On and on and on

(P-A-R-A-N-O-I-D)

On and on and on

(P-A-R-A-N-O-I-D)

On and on and on and on and-

[Verse 2]

I’m off work, some fucking peace and quiet

Yeah, I still got that feeling and I cannot fight it

I call my mom up, ring ring, “Oh, hello?

It’s your favorite son”, she sighs and says, “I know”

Ask her how she’s doing, she replies, “What’s up?

Why you sound upset?

What is all the fuss?”

“I been having nightmares again and it sucks

Therapy’s not helping and I feel like I’m fucked

I just wanna call you and make sure you’re okay

My dreams are feeling really real, the voices won’t go away

I feel like I’m trouble, more importantly, you

I’m really terrified and I don’t know what to do

Just tell me it’s okay, it’s gonna be just fine

Sometimes I don’t know if I wanna be alive

I’m just really tired and I’m fucking exhausted

I’m just really tired and I’m fucking exhausted”

“I fucking hate you son, you’re a worthless piece of shit (It’s alright, son, I’m here for you all the time)

You’re a disappointment and I wish you were aborted (I wish you called me more, I’m always on the line)

A simple fucking accident cost me my life savings (I miss you at the house, we need to have dinner)

A bright future gone, all costs from

A baby (Just make sure you’re warm, you know that it’s winter)

I wish you weren’t alive, stop fucking calling (Maybe I could come over sometime and help you clean)

I never want to speak to you and I wish you were falling (I know that it’s hard for you and I know what you mean)

Off a fucking cliff, let me tell you something, boy (You have nothing to worry about, my son, I love you, boy)

You’ve got every good reason to be paranoid (You have no good reason to be paranoid)”

[Part 2]

[Verse]

Yeah, uh

Yeah, I wish I had some fucking peace of mind

Instead of sitting here fucking wasting time

If I could pause for an hour, get some sleep

Would that add nothing to my death clock, that’d be neat

But I’m sitting here rotting, decomposing

So I make up for it with composing

But sometimes distractions don’t work

I wish I could take the time I don’t deserve

Maybe give it to my dad, who could really fucking use it now

Especially since his ass is six feet underground

I never should’ve read his fucking autopsy

It made me realize that we all just copies

Just a fucking sack of meat waiting to be rotten

I wake up, eat, and breathe, what the fuck for?

Brain is melting away on the kitchen floor

Curled up in a ball when I hear the news

Made me realize how we all just fakes

Anyone can take my fucking place, I simply can’t keep up with the pace

The numbers run together, my eyes splitting in half

Every time I’m under weather, the expenses of a human

Even though they not moving or breathing

The bones crumbling up in the oven, they cremating

[Outro]

That’s it, I ain’t got nothing else I want to say