[Verse 1]

It's not pathological

Not sociopathy

Or psychopathy

I just can't seem to feel any emotion

[Verse 2]

I'm apathetic

And it's getting much worse

It's been intensifying

I wish I could say I've been crying

But

[Chorus]

I guilt-trip myself 'cause

I'm fueled by anger

Pity for me is weakness

And weakness is one's demise

But is demise ultimately a loss?

I am detached

Detached

Detached

[Verse 3]

It's revolting

How can you not experience

An inch of sympathy

Be so desensitized?

[Verse 4]

I flinch at the slightest sign

Of fragility or emotion

It's disassociation by choice

And remorse as a result

[Verse 5]

I'm a damn mess

A ticking time bomb

But I've got it under control

I keep defusing myself/know what wires to cut

[Chorus]

I guilt-trip myself 'cause

I'm fueled by anger

Pity for me is weakness

And weakness is one's demise

But is demise ultimately a loss?

I am detached

Detached

Detached

[Bridge]

Why do I feel pain, then?

Why do I wish to feel?

Maybe I want to be reconnected

Who the fuck am I kidding?

I've always been like this

Been like this

Been like this

I am detached

Detached

Detached