[Verse 1]

Thousand times I've told you I'm not one to save

Helping hand I made sure that you knew your place

I know my place, I know my place, I know my place

[Chorus]

And even though I said I'd fuck you up

I can't stand to see you get like this

I don't wanna be the one

That has to run around

And tell you that you're missed

Even though I said I'd listen

Lately you stopped making sense

I'm not good enough to treat

The parasite disease

That’s been plaguing your head

Maybe I just don't understand

[Verse 2]

Even though I said

That they’re nothing but words

My brain still tries to find

Something to get behind

And even for no reason

I'll still look for meaning

There's nothing here to gain

(And if you could say it, what would the words sound like)

(And if you could draw it, what would it look like)

[Bridge]

I'm as ill as you say

With nothing left to give

Malnourished, turning gray

Just look me in my face

When I talk to you

Cry but have a reason

Don't act like you always knew

I guess I was right

And in the end I'd grasp at you

Knowing you had always wanted to leave, to leave

[Chorus]

And if I begged you to listen

Maybe I'd get you to give me some time

Maybe I'd be just like back when you cared

But really you'd shut me off

I want your pity so hear me out

I should embarrass myself for your love

I should embarrass myself for your love

I should embarrass myself

[Outro]

I will stay still in the memory

Here we don’t move, and you’re still there

And nothing ever changed at all today

I tried my best to cure our symptom

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