Things got kinda toxic, oh yes it did, but I still want you, I still want you girl

I've been calling your phone at 2am, I know it's toxic

Tell me you still think about me sometimes, just be honest

Girl I've been drowning in memories, I can't stop it

You moved on but my heart ain't really locked in

I'm just sitting here alone in my room, wishing you'd walk back in like you do

I know you ain't mine but I still want you, I still want you yeah

I've been scrolling through old messages, trying to figure out where the love really went wrong

Why we had something so strong, but now the distance hit different when I'm alone

Bottle on a nightstand, I'm faded, thinking bout the times when you waited

All the nights I played cold, I was jaded, now I'm the one who's breaking, yeah

You got a new man, I seen it on your page, acting like we never had a whole damn phase

Crazy how you hit while I'm stuck in the maze, trying to unlove you but it takes all day

Never meant to let you go, I was moving slow

When you glow like the moon, when the night runs low

I still replay everything, girl you'll never know

How it feels waking up with the shame I owe

It kills me that you don't miss me, kills me that I let you slip so quickly

Kills me that your heart ain't with me, kills me that you ain't mine no more

I hope he knows how to hold you, hope he don't lie or control you

Hope he gives everything I was to cold to, still I wish you were here like you're supposed to

Girl I've been pouring up to forget your name, but every time I'm drunk I feel the same

I try to move on but the pain don't fade, I wish you'd hit me up and tell me you ain't okay

Cause I miss you, even though I'm the one who lost

And I hate it, but I still want you back

I won't fake it