I had to put a bottle down, it was changing who I am

Too many nights I wasn't present couldn't see what I had

I was drowning all my pain in a glass, thinking it passed

But I almost lost my forever, trying to numb what I felt

So I chose you over habits, chose the truth over the buzz

Had to grow up, had to heal, had to show you real love

Yeah, I miss the way it felt, but I love us more

So I left that life behind, had to close that door

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

Late nights, pouring up, thought it helped me unwind

But it blurred all the lines, yeah, it messed with my mind

I say things I ain't mean, then apologize later

Didn't see I was breaking

Then start out just blowing off it

Had to let it go

I wasn't myself

You weren't yourself

But now I'm here

Let's go