Holding in my tears while I'm sitting at the table
Never got the power to say I'm mentally unstable
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Holding in my tears while I'm sitting at the table
Never got the power to say I'm mentally unstable
I say that I cry everyday, but you think it's playful
You say that you my friend, but I think that shit a fable
Yeah it feels like a betrayal, a little bit shameful
Thought you had my back, yeah that you were always able
To lift me up when I'm down, clean the dirt of my crown
Put that thing on my head and make sure I am still around
Once again I'm alone, no light in my zone
I'm addicted to my phone, I can feel it down my backbone
Wanna be happy on the microphone
But I guess I'm back to the sad shit yeah that's how it goes
When I think about mistakes I made in my life
There is always one thing that crosses my mind
I cannot say it loud cause they be laughing in the crowd
Verse 2 of Can U, that's the shit I'm talking bout
And right now I don't know what to do every day
Besides writing songs that say what I can't say
I'm swerving down the hallway looking for a new entre
Every bit of motivation down the ashtray
Met a bunch of new girls and gotta say I really like em
They are cool with the fact that I ain't a normal type damn
I just gotta watch out with the things that I do
I can fuck up the vibe for the rest of the crew
When I get on the gram, I just feel like a creep
I am looking at their pictures like it this some for me
As a result of that I now see em in my sleep
It is nice when I sleep, but a nightmare when I hear the beep
I got a crazy amount of love
It is stacked in my heart, I can tell you there's enough
To feed the girl of my dreams, the woman that I need
I wanna make you happy and that shit by any means
Once again the lyrics went fully outta control
(I wanna make you happy and that shit by any means)
Once again I exposed myself, now it's public opinion poll
(I just wanna make you happy and that shit by any means)
Once again the lyrics went fully outta control
(I wanna make you happy and that shit by any means)
Once again I exposed myself, now it's public opinion poll
(I just wanna make you happy and that shit by any means)