Aight yeah
Play the beat
Okay, Imma do this, Imma do this
Yeah, Imma do this for real
I'm gonna apologize
Listen up
Explaining everything
Feel like Kanye West when I'm cleaning up my mind
Lot of lines in my songs did surprise
Thought I was doing good, that I did right
Felt way too cool, standing in the spotlight
Please allow me to go back to my first track
I took some words out, ain't gon put em back
Allow me to dig deep into that track
Listen up real close, Imma play it back
Okay, no sloppy tits nah
Okay, no lame kiss nah
Okay, guess it sounded like a diss ah
Okay, guess ignorance was bliss ah
Yeahyeah, I dissed the girl I love wow
Yeahyeah, I just sold my soul now
Yeahyeah, it was something she can't allow
Yeahyeah, what goes up must come down
When I now listen to it, I am cringing out
Did I really do that, the fuck was that about
It's like a stone in my stomach, never getting out
Everybody be quiet, I'm explaining now
Okay I'm about to be a rapper, gotta act cool
Gotta do everything my idols do
Slim Shady imitating, just to break through
Make fun of people I love, so cool
Oh god it is working, give me the mic
Waited so long to know what it feels like
To go up on stage and to get hyped
It was cool, I admit, but it is short timed
Wrote raps about the fact that I don't need clout
But the only thing I wanted was more clout
I was ready for this, I let it all out
But now I'm looking at my songs and I ain't proud
Controversy and shit, leave it all behind
All the trash songs, get em offline
Get a new rap name, something stable in time
KC huh, that ain't full time
What I really wanna say in this song is no lie
When I saw u last night, I had tears in my eyes
Wanna tell u that I'm sorry, that I made myself cry
Wanna tell u I still love u, it's so difficult to hide
When I put that song out I was feeling like the man
But right now I am somebody that I cannot understand
Always crying in my room when I'm thinking bout the fact
That the girl I loved I fucking attacked
((talks))
What I really wanna say in this song is no lie
When I saw u last night, I had tears in my eyes
Wanna tell u that I'm sorry, that I made myself cry
Wanna tell u I still love u, it's so difficult to hide
When I put that song out I was feeling like the man
But right now I am somebody that I cannot understand
Always crying in my room when I'm thinking bout the fact
That the girl I loved I fucking attacked