(Verse 1)

I mean these people say they know me

I don’t know myself

I don’t know my wealth

I’m still struggling with my health

The pain of having to be picture perfect

In this cold world

My brain still curled

My thoughts still swirled and twirled

I know i try to help other people but i got my own problems

I try to help my little brother but he got his own problems

He still traumatized from the time that bank robber robbed him

Took his jordans, nintendo ds, and his little phone

Too bad he couldn’t even hold his own

I’m eating myself alive because i can’t get away from the fact that i wasn’t there

I haven’t seen my older brothers in almost a year my dad don’t even care

They probably out selling rocks tryna get they own fare

But sheesh

I never been one of the dealer guys

I sleep with one eye open and almost saw the prize

I see black all the time

Barely these blue skies

These white collar dudes were red but i only see these white ties

I feel indisguise

Can’t feel my own comfort

Haven’t been the same since that ram truck hit are car bumper

We had to walk threw the cold streets no car jumper

You know it’s pain when it’s cold in the fucking summer

You know it’s pain when ya sister stuck with a nigga don’t really want her

I want to see my fam but i’m still stuck with the pain that i just suffered

Don’t want them to see me cry

Don’t want them to see me fly

Don’t want to see me die

Every night i think to myself

My nigga who am i

Was i sent here to lie

Was i sent here to die

Or sent here to wipe these glass tears off these glass eyes

My nigga who i am i

Who i am i

Who i am……