Second Guessing

By ✦kenji✦ (Rap)

On Hotel 7

Released on August 21, 2020

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[Chorus]

And it's the whole tale

She’s with the cigarettes, rolled

Driving through the streets, it's a little bit cold

So I give you my jacket

Don't mean for this to happen

But it happened

So I’m making plans for futures I can't fathom, yeah

And it's just me to myself

So I've been selfish like an addict


[?]

Through a brand new pair of Gucci glasses

Learning my [?]

So the things that always keep me standing

Keep me standing

Now I know that the things that I'm scared of just teach me a lesson

The people I trust are the ones that always have the weapons

Maybe I'm fucked but I can't say that I know my message

I know my message

I've been stuck in a rut but these broken people know my legend

Left in the dust, now I never seem to finish second

Thought that a crush would leave me always second guessing

I’m second guessing


[Verse]

Wake up in the morning, this shit’s boring, no importance

It makes me feel so [?] when I pick up this pen and decide to make some music

Maybe this is fake but this is how I do it, yeah

Every day I portion up my time like it ain't mine

I swear to god it makes me feel so stupid

Acting like I’m always prudent

Always been elusive

Finally I'll make it on my own and prove this shit to you


[Chorus]

And it's the whole tale

She's with the cigarettes, rolled

Driving through the streets, it’s a little bit cold

So I give you my jacket

Don't mean for this to happen

But it happened

So I'm making plans for futures I can't fathom, yeah

And it's just me to myself

So I've been selfish like an addict


[?]

Through a brand new pair of Gucci glasses

Learning my [?]

So the things that always keep me standing

Keep me standing

Now I know that the things that I'm scared of just teach me a lesson

The people I trust are the ones that always have the weapons

Maybe I'm fucked but I can't say that I know my message

I know my message

I've been stuck in a rut but these broken people know my legend

Left in the dust, now I never seem to finish second

Thought that a crush would leave me always second guessing

I'm second guessing