Hey it's me Kendrix

And I boy got a message

That I may seem better

But I still got depression

Cause all this fucking pressure

Has got me fucking stressing

I may seem pretty calm

But that's the pills suppressing

Most my fucking friends are gone

No more kicking it

Trying to be so fucking grown

Now where's the fun in that

Wish that I can go back home

It's been a minute, damn

See my family grow so old

That shit be hitting man

But now that I'm out

My parents house

Im finally seeing what life's about

Struggle and doubt

Tearing me down

Im rotting while mobbing

This shity town

Save me now, save me how

Wonder if I'll ever sprout

Don't amount

Nеver proud

Sorry mom, I've failed, I vow

To makе things right

I promise I will not give up

I'll fight the fight

I lay at night and wonder why

I have to live this fucking life

It's tiring

Shits so uninspiring

Can't get no fucking job

No one's hiring

Want to make it to the top

No declining

Rot till I fucking drop

Times expiring

Im fighting

To fit into society

My minds so far gone

Fuck anxiety

Sobriety, piloting

Self esteem is hiding

I admit, I feel like a puppet

Every move I make is controlled

It's like a script, but fuck it

Can't wait to kick the bucket