Take me

Far away from here

My dear

I-I

Feel so lonely

No one told me

My colors would fade

Maybe

Some light will shine

And I'll be fine

I-I

Just want to leave

Torturing me

I dream of the day

Wait a minute

Wonder why I'm sinning

Fuck I slipped up again

And I'm

Hurting those around me

Crossing every boundary

This shit won't end

And I

See the colors fading

Everything is changing

Vices and trends

Got me thinking

Ending life

I'm sinking

It's clockwork till the end

I run from my problems

I run to the pain

I'm sick of the drama

Makes me go insane

And I hate the monsters

That this world has made

And I tend to ponder

If I'll be okay

I run from my problems

I run to the pain

I'm greeting my trauma

Cause thats here to stay

But I hate the monster

That I have became

Yet I tend to wonder

Why my colors fade