Our mind is like a broken record

Like, you're so trapped in a cycle of self-doubt, regret, and often sadness

Certain situations, kind of fuck you over in your head, it like, fuck up your whole mental

It's like, the more you think, the more you get sinked into it, and it's like, there's no way of getting back up, ya know

What's on my mind

I'm in a bind

I'm overthinking trying to unwind

What's over top

What's overhead

Just take the route that's easier instead

But what's the deal

That can't be donе

My mind is racing chasing til it's numb

Feeling like I don't know anyone

I'm spacing wondering about thе outcome

So what's the deal

Let's keep it real

Do niggas think attention is a meal

Don't understand the background of it all

The actions made will always have a dead appeal

The bad degrading

That they're displaying

I'm being shot because the words I'm saying

I wake up everyday while steady waiting

For the time and answer so I can reclaim it

I'm falling down

I'm right back up

I'm in a loop

I'm fucking stuck

I try to speak the words I wanna say

But can't escape the cell that's getting in the way

I grab a hold

It's there demand

It's not an action gotta understand

I feel so bound potentials that I have

I lose the motives then I take a different path

So what's the truth

How will it go

Just play a factor moving with the flow

I'm at the bottom starting at a low

But watching progress is a key to make it grow

I'm at a state

Right in my mind

I contemplate while keeping track of time

I'm wasting feels on niggas worth a dime

I'll take advantage of this change right my prime

Motherfucker I'm dazing

Living in a world have attention dodge the gossip

Nigga I'm praising…

Myself, and nobody else

Wanna hit the road take a ride

City lights with clear blue night skies

It's the life I truly will reside

Hop on stage and have them hear me worldwide

I'm truly living

My songs are hitting

I'm making moves, make a list of missions

The list of missions

Only the start

See all the changes shown off by the (huh?)

My eyes are blinking

I'm slowly sinking

Waking up to realize all I seen

It's all a fib

It's all a hoax

I was sleeping, it was all a dream

I be dreaming

I be wishing

I be dreaming

I be wishing

The dreamscapes of my thoughts

Have me reminiscing also going back and getting

I be wishing

I be dreaming

I be wishing

I be dreaming

Starting up plan then I be like damn, never can I let go of this feeling

I be dreaming

I be wishing

I be dreaming

I be wishing

Nigga stop bitching, stop all of the sitting, make your own move instead of quitting

I be wishing

I be dreaming

I be wishing

I be dreaming

In my own zone, making my own plans, making something valued with a meaning

Niggas say procrastination is my situation

It's so devastating how these bitches hating

While I'm in the silent and I'm innovating…in myself

Fuck all of you niggas and all of the others

You tearing me down and you're holding me back

And I'm just like…got damn, fuck…

Yo what's my dream

And what's my wish

I need the strength so I can truly finish

Diminish all the grudge and all the pain

So I can free myself the bounding of these chains

Yo what's my wish

And what's my dream

I wanna make the credits of this theme

I wanna prove the people in the back

The hard work from the ground will put me in the scene

Yeah, that's like, that's the shit that's on my mind, you know what I'm saying

I don't, I really don't know what to say about this whole thing

Yeah, all I can say is like, my voice, fucking hate it

I don't know, it just sounds grimy as shit, you know