Released on February 19, 2020

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[verse 1]

Helen

Maybe it's time

I got it off my chest

It would've

Never worked out

I was just afraid to say it


[pre Chorus]

But too many times

I end up in my

What ifs

I feel like stone

At the bottom of the ocean


[verse 2]

Helen

I'm sorry I couldn't hold

My own worthless soul

For you

I don't know

Why I froze up every time

No one fed me any lines

To use


[Chorus]

Too many times

I end up in my

What ifs

I already know

You don't have to say more

I get it

And too many times

I give up on my

What ifs

I feel like stone

At the bottom of the ocean