Released on January 17, 2024

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[Verse 1]

I look up at night

Grounded by the planes in the sky

If I fly westward to them

Will I ever wanna go back home again?


[Verse 2]

Birdsong bleeding through my headphones

This time I think I’ll stay outside

Writing notes and nobody knows

How much it aches inside

The lighting in the airport feels so good

If I could come back here every week, you know I would

Spent two years sitting in my room

The only good thing about that was learning from you


[Verse 3]

Fridge magnet from golden gate

Even though I never went

You’re crying out on the street

Even though I never meant to hurt you


[Hook]

In the gift shop, find a monument

In the gift shop, buy a magnet

In the gift shop, find a monument

In the gift shop, buy a magnet


[Verse 4]

Monuments pinned to the door

Of all the places I’ve been before

Fridge magnet from sunny state

I’ve gotta write about this before it fades away


[Bridge]

You don’t know how it feels

Crying on the flight back home, I remember

You don’t know how it feels

Crying on the flight back home, I remember

You don’t know (In the gift shop, find a monument)

How it feels (In the gift shop, buy a magnet)

Crying on the flight back home, I remember (In the gift shop, find a monument)

(In the gift shop, buy a magnet)

You don’t know (In the gift shop, find a monument)

How it feels (In the gift shop, buy a magnet)

Crying on the flight back home, I remember (In the gift shop, find a monument)

(In the gift shop, buy a magnet)

I wanna go back, will you have me back?

I’ve gotta go back, will you take me back?


[Verse 5]

I liked you better when you thought I was a good person

I’m smashing my head against my desk

Destroy all the shame that lives inside of my bad brain

'Cause sometimes I like it here


[Pre-Chorus]

Dig through the trash

I didn’t mean to hold so tight

Dig through the trash

Maybe someday I’ll get it right

Sit at the departure gate as I feel it leave me (Dig through the trash)

Everything that tethered me these past two years (I didn’t mean to hold so tight)

Was this a grave mistake or could you believe me? (Dig through the trash)

I’m laying down a path for the next two years (Maybe someday I’ll get it right)

I don’t know (Go to the store)

Where I end and it begins (I wanna be so close to you)

Take it slow (I can’t go to the store)

So I can settle in (I wish it was like how it was before)

Can this be a five year plan? (Go to the store)

I can’t leave you in this hallway (I wanna be so close to you)

No one understands (I can’t go to the store)

I wish it was like how it was before


[Chorus]

Go to the store

I wanna be so close to you

I can’t go to the store

I wish it was like how it was before

I don’t mind how I’m living (Go to the store)

Take it day by day

The day is almost over (I wanna be so close to you)

But at least I’m awake

It shouldn’t scare me (I can’t go to the store)

That I’m still in love with that moment (I wish it was like how it was before)