[Verse 1]

These people think they know me but they never seen the tears

They couldn't understand me properly cause they got no idea

Of what goes on inside, my crazy mind up here'

Got a heart cold as ice and I sense the end is near'

Got a lot of baggage that I never ever unloaded'

Problems, self hatred, anger its all been folded

Away, in the depths of my mind tryna block it all out'

What the fuck has happened to me? My life is covered in doubt

And people hate me since I'm a bit different to them

Instead of an X-Box I'm sat up in my room with a pen

And at times I swear it's like I'm locked up in a cell

I'm trapped, with no one else, it's a fact, can't no one help?

On top of that I got these suicidal thoughts as well

But y'all can't tell because I'm good at hiding myself

I've gotten a lot of practise puttin' all my feelin's on a shelf

And in the depths of my mind, the stress builds up

It spreads 'till it starts affecting my mental health

I've tried to let go but it's hard to forget

It gets so intense and it takes so much strength away

Meanwhile everyday I'm just gettin' more depressed

It all just manifests and I'm tryna pretend that shit's ok

I dunno what the fuck I'm gonna do next

If my head is a ship then I'm 'bout to be wrecked

I know I gotta carry on but shit just doesn't make sense

So what the fuck am I supposed to do?

What is it they want? I'm me, accept it cause I'll never be you!

[Hook (x2]

This is the shit that I feel, right here in these verse(s)

This is what I've been through from my first year to these words(and)

This is the truth that I speak, hear it in your ears

This is the real fuckin deal, the truth is here

[Verse 2]

Now I know why it is that I'm dying to live

I found something to die for, I found something to give

To this world 'fore I leave, I got something to do

And I got nothing to lose, it wouldn't make sense not to continue

I care about music, but fuck the shit that it brings you

If it comes to me, then who the fuck am I to decline

But if it doesn't, then fuck it, cause I got what I need right up here in my mind

Until I'm broken and hopeless laying dead unnoticed

Until then though, I got my rhymes loaded with my mind open

My flows are set in motion

This is the reason that I'm alive, no high can hope to beat this

This feeling is all that's needed, not even Jesus could compete with

The Adrenaline Rush, I know I won't be defeated

Its a flame that you can't put out, it keeps me going

It's like an ARC reactor except it powers my pen and keeps me flowing

I'm never slowing

In this bitch I'm infinite, and nothing you say will prevent this

And maybe you might eventually get this, but it'll be some time long after this track has ended

But if you don't get it thats fine, just continue on with your lil perfect lives

I ain't a religious guy, I always questioned the whats and the whys

So burn this shit off the internet and then bump it outside

After death I'll live on cause through my music my soul'll survive

[Hook (x2]

This is the shit that I feel, right here in these verse(s)

This is what I've been through from my first year to these words(and)

This is the truth that I speak, hear it in your ears

This is the real fuckin deal, the truth is here

[Verse 3]

If you listen closely enough, you'll hear what I'm actually saying

The underlying message that is laying, underneath the rhymes

Ignoring the sublimes of my metaphors and what do you find?

This is straight outta my heart, right to the ink in my pen

Spilling out onto this pad, coming through my mouth and when

You get what I'm talking about, you might understand my view

But till then don't ever try to judge what it is that I do

Cause you couldn't begin to imagine what the fuck I been through

People keep telling me, yo keep going man, just stay strong

They don't know how hard it is to do that when shit always goes wrong

I've been to rock bottom, it's worse than you think

When you know that your shit and you got no further to sink

So I picked up the pieces of my broken soul

And with my music I'm closing up the open holes

This the life that I've chosen, pure devotion to the notion

Till I've stolen the show from those holding the top

Won't stop working till I'm there having earnt all the props

And I can finally look back and say I did what I wanted to do

That I never gave up and I achieved what I promised to you

This song is for me man, fuck you if you wanna stop me

I'm an MC youll never fucking drop me

Stand tall till the day I go out or the battle is won

This is the truth, the message, I'm done, and I'm keepin shit real

The language of an MC is what's inside me, and it's all that I feel

[Hook (x4]

This is the shit that I feel, right here in these verse(s)

This is what I've been through from my first year to these words(and)

This is the truth that I speak, hear it in your ears

This is the real fuckin deal, the truth is here!