Been one year since I've seen you
Been four months since we talked
Been so long, but who's counting?
I swear I wasn't looking at the clock
I'm not really punctual
So it's possible these digital displays are dysfunctional
Remember when you drove up on my block
Blasting The Killers right from your mom's minivan?
When we were young was when we had the future balled in our hands
When they handed me your Valentine's Day grams in second period
A myriad of stupid souvenirs that I hold dear a lot
That Spanish Google-translated card sits in my drawer folded
Least I threw away the bracelet that you molded
I still have Benihana's pics, American Dream golden
Family, white, well-off, picture-perfect, mom, dad, two kids, boy, girl
Vote Trump, tout the Second Amendment
Who was I kidding thinking I could amend it?
Thinking I was good enough for rules to stay bended
Thought I would be someone you would be proud of if it ended
Found out I was villainized by lies you claim unintended
This whole time I trusted you, you resented
Told you I'm not punctual, so I will be late to healing
But the damage? (But the damage?) It's major structural
Abuse each other, we just use each other
Abuse each other, we just use each other
Abuse each other, we just use each other
Abuse each other
Abuse each other, we just use each other
Abuse each other, we just use each other
Abuse each other, we just use each other
Abuse each other
I don't regret a thing anymore, yeah I used to
On some "thank you, next" shit I'm not used to
If we'd met years later in a café
I'd buy you sixteen fluid ounces
That's a grande
If I'd met you later, maybe we'd have stayed together
Nope, nope, nope, nope, and that's better
We were too toxic, too high to come down
Our heads in false love
Ignoring our hearts
Talking falsetto sounds
We found strength
Moved on to better finds
What's left?
Memory VHS tape rewinds?
Desire like a streetcar
Had my list of Beckies on the side
But in my heart I never lied
Thought myself an honest martyr
When really I was Lemonade Mr. Carter
It don't matter 'cuz those times I wouldn't barter
Hope we're both trying harder
XO, farewell, hope you drink enough water (water)
What? It's good for your skin
And your one kidney!
It took me years to get this song off my chest
It's like I finally, it's like I finally forever laid the past to rest
It took me years to get this song off my chest
It's like I finally forever laid the past to rest
It took me years to get this song off my chest
It's like I finally forever laid the past to rest
It took me years to get this song off my chest
It's like I finally forever laid the past to rest
Laid the past to rest
Abuse each other, we just use each other
Abuse each other, we just use each other
Abuse each other, we just use each other
Abuse each other