Questions

By Kay (IND)

Released on April 25, 2020

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(Yeah yeah)

I got some questions, man


[Verse 1]

Aye! This for that boy who's so outlandish

Good at heart, always acting up, fronting up with no manners

We go way way back since the school days and pajamas

But now we're getting older, memories now they don't matter, do they?

I still remember how silly you were in school

Acting dumber for the chicks, but were sharper and man I knew

Copping better grades and passing

Fast forward, you started crashing, now all your new friends slithering, make you think that you're cool

But you're not! (Uh)

You're just as dumb as them

Droppеd outta college, bad influencе was your drug, my man

But you're still on it proudly, not understanding you're depressed

And here without a job, your bills keep piling up and that's no question

So drugs, sex, and liquor's what you crave for, motherfucker

Stop living the lie you're living, are you tainted, motherfucker?

Daddy's working with no hope, momma's tearing up and she's broken

You're responsible to a wife! Are you playing motherfucker?

This is bullshit!

Fools rush in first, but when do fools quit?

We've come a long way, the view's different for all of us

I hope you change for the better and trust the god above

But there you go fucking up, getting high again

How could you?


[Hook]

Are you drowning to breathe?

Boy, don't you sulk into grief

Are you proud of who you have become?

My art is a reflection of myself, but I don't know, who am I?

Who am I to question?

Questioning mirrors

Is it too late for me?

Are you proud of who you have become?

My art is a reflection of myself, but I don't know, who am I?

Who am I to question?


[Verse 2]

We're all just crutches to other crutches who are soaked in pain

Praying if we could go back and do it over again

We both grew up together in our older neighborhood

You were beautiful, working harder to be the change

You were a fool for just falling

For deranged dudes, I'm being honest

You used to think they meant it when they said they loved you

You fond it, then they would hit it and forget you

While you're wondering darling

That why wouldn't he just call back?

Fast forward, now you know it

The trauma pushed you off-track, and you don't really know if

You could be better again, so you just keep on throwing

Yourself at random men, for answers but they ain't showing

Sex, alcohol, and need for attention is how you're coping

You know you're in oblivion, but sadly it's a choice

Sitting in a darkened corner, melancholy in your chest

Trying to end it, but you can't, 'cause you're still so timid

Damn! Why would you?


[Hook]

Are you drowning to breathe?

Boy, don't you sulk into grief

Are you proud of who you have become?

My art is a reflection of myself, but I don't know, who am I?

Who am I to question?

Questioning mirrors

Is it too late for me?

Are you proud of who you have become?

My art is a reflection of myself, but I don't know, who am I?

Who am I to question?


[Verse 3]

Man, I've known you since we were like seven

Pure heaven, stacking Nintendo cartridges, playing Tekken

Chilling at your house, wrecking our backs, playing video games

Those were some better days, now we just keep stressing over dumb shit

It was fun back in the school and at tuition

We're gonna make it, I can feel my intuition

Crippling anxiety, although we both know that's a mission

But it seemed you got it worse back when your father passed

I understand it was hard with all that weight on your shoulders

You held your family right, boy you better know you're a soldier

You're like a brother, man

We're here to share the weight of your boulder

You're doing great, I'm super proud and I feel you should know this, man!

Wipe 'em tears, shine like the sun when you turn up the heat

Just know I'm looking up to you when you look up to me

'Cause you're a motherfucking star, boy! Head up and twink

Hey, don't you doubt or second guess yourself

Why would you?


[Hook]

Are you drowning to breathe?

Boy, don't you sulk into grief

Are you proud of who you have become?

My art is a reflection of myself, but I don't know, who am I?

Who am I to question?

Questioning mirrors

Is it too late for me?

Are you proud of who you have become?

My art is a reflection of myself, but I don't know, who am I?

Who am I to question?

Aye, Who am I to question?