[Intro]

Yo

Yo

[Verse 1]

I'm simultaneously good hearted and also cold

Disrespect me you gon' probably get a broken nose

Just do not upset me that's all i ask, plus be real

And I can give this shit all I have

You can trust I will

That doesn't sound like a bad deal, does it

So help me try and understand why

While I had your back, you doesn't

I oughta say bye, but it's hard

I'm like attached or something

You can't hold in no lies

I can read you acting suss

If you just told me, all eyes and ears I am

I just need the truth

I dont give a fuck about if we gon' fight

It's a dispute / And yeah there's been a few

So what thе fuck you hiding? Let it spew

Cause thеre ain't no exuse. Forget it

I won't buy it anywho

What am I gonna do

Well I'ma cheat on you too to get even

There's no hope in me leaving this relo

I'm caught in you weaving

Your fucking web / My arachnid

We're back and forth with the beating

One fucking step is attack

To the jugular you ain't breathing

No more

[Chorus]

This is what you wanted

Remember that

When you lie / What is happiness

I want some back

This is bullshit

My life has been one big, fat joke

Because you lie / What is happiness

I want some back

[Verse 2]

Yo

I used to believe in a life that's just

What you make of it / I been waiting

On some kind of love

That's not on a string

Have to make the other side or jump

I been falling in a pit of whores

Fucking liars and cunts

Soul committed so many times

Engaged twice and gypped

Both times, by cheaters

Had my mind in bits

Why couldn't I see it

These demons in disguise / Some bitch

Now I'm sick of

Fucking around so I decide to quit

I'm not sinking down any lower

To stoop that level / I'm on my own

I'm grown. I can hack being single at home

It's better this way anyway

I ain't a suitable mate at this point

Cause I'm an asshole, yay

It don't take much for me to snap these days

I don't play no games

You fuck around I'ma smack your face

Whether in bad taste

I won't entertain no more of using

Abusing my brain, it's insane

The thought of that's confusing

In a bad way

[Chorus]

This is what you wanted

Remember that

When you lie / What is happiness

I want some back

This is bullshit

My life has been one big, fat joke

Because you lie / What is happiness

I want some back

[Verse 3]

I don't know why it had to get to this point

But it did

To the point that I'm burnt out

And I want forever to just

Reverse how

I feel about my sex; the opposite

I'm single now and I don't want no erections

Fuck this shit

Cause I wanna be repulsed by hoe ass and not

Have to battle the urge whenever bitches ask for cock

And I know that shit's absurd, but it's worse / gassing up

What you think is real that isn't

What you really be getting's conditioned to bare it

Getting used and having no control

Of the situation you in / The sick sensation begins

Of you acting on impulse

Doing shit to say shit to sting

This shit is over now

I don't know what 'relationship' is

Watch me fall to the ground

Who's gonna pull me up now

The world's on my shoulders

I don't know how else to combat but to hold it

These girls are the coldest

I feel no coming back to this roller coaster

Of emotions

Told ya's I'm over. Packed

This commotion is wack

[Chorus]

This is what you wanted

Remember that

When you lie / What is happiness

I want some back

This is bullshit

My life has been one big, fat joke

Because you lie / What is happiness

I want some back

[Outro]

This isn't the life I chose

But if I could go back, I won't

Cause I don't want everything

I've been through to mean nothing

So I keep pushing on

And hope that it's not too long

Before I get somewhere

Cause my trust has been broke so many times

That noone can get it back

I feel no love of any kind

And if you don't know what the fuck I've been through

You do not wanna fuck with me

You don't want to fuck with me

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