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Welcome to the dark side of a psyche

Of a nice little boy who would never seem this fucked up

Hope you like what you see, these dreams never cease

Fantasize about smashing glass in a nigga's cheek

Watch him bleed

No drugs in my blood, but I'm still fucked up

Motherfuckers need pills, coke, liq, fat blunts, not me

I'm still empty inside of my mind, I see gray

I don't know where to hide, I don't sleep

But I'm closing my eyes

Don't breathe; I'm gasping, helpless, braided necklace

Please no, please don't leave

I'm passive, selfish, absent, reckless, abscess of disease

I swallow fears that bubble up and make me grind my teeth

I'm shackled to life and I don't know if I want the keys

Thinkin' 'bout twelve gauge in a fuckin' rib cage

Of this rage, some days, I just wanna be free