[Intro]

Don't stress yourself out on your IQ

You're smart no matter what

[Verse 1]

I'd struggle with myself

Thought that I shouldn't be looking for help

Until, I realized that knowledge means to know

Either that we know something like history

Or that we don't feel it's important, that's why we lose memories like Dory

Just know that IQ doesn't define one person

I've struggled with reading disability, got IEP growing up

Until I realized not even context clues can give knowl- that's showing up

I had to view myself in a third person point of view to understand it, oh damn it

And just realized what does it means to know a story of a book, or anything like a documentary about what cooks

It just means that you know those words

But if you have experiences like socializing with making friends or finding someone you like

Then that makes that you're understanding that school is a lie and that some things from books is trying to get you to the dirt

View that also in a third person point of view

[Verse 2]

I was never in a gifted program when I was in elementary school

When I was in pre-school, I was in a special ed school just because I was diagnosed with autism

Teachers treated me like a graud like it's prison

So I saw that other students are different and doesn't know better than me

Until I go to a regular school, I realized that it just means that you know more than others

And you can have alot of book knowledge, but wouldn't use these knowledge to survive in real life

And then, you would want to grab a knife and commit suicide

Just know that difference and knowing, we're always going to be different and not know better

And even if you're the most "normal" or "smartest," you wouldn't be happy in the end

Once these people that made fun of autism people fun is over

They will go to depression in their early 20s like what you're going through

Keep your head up