allergic

By kamicidal

Released on January 16, 2026

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[Verse 1: red flowers not roses]

Decay, decay, I watch my sins fade away

I need mind rape, don't wanna think about you ever

Decay, decay, why does your flesh taste so bitter?

Are you okay? You look a little disfigured

I'm gonna leave, I smashed the mirror, baby

You're turning me into the devil, baby

It's like no degrees, I think she's feeding me pills

Baby, please don't cry, you'll fuck another guy

Drugs, sex, cigarettes, I'm running out of air

Can't feel my guts, it's driving me to cut

I'm so sick of hell, get me out of here

I could be born God, guess it's tough luck

You left your necklace on the floor

I might choke myself with it

It left, it left red marks; they're imaginary kisses

Don't love you anymore, I'm a liar, and you listen

Do you love me 'cause I'm bored?

Do you love me 'cause you miss him?


[Verse 2: kamicidal]

Daddy, never leave me, daddy, can you pay for me?

I think my heart's laced, my drink's left me queasy

Seven stitches down my arm, my life is not easy

Cry mascara down my face because I'm so needy

Life is unfair, got rhinestones in my hair

Can you show me you love me? Strip me 'til I'm fuckin' bare

I don't wanna be your club fling, don’t introduce me as your new thing

Keep me in your locket 'cause I wanna wear your wedding ring


[Bridge: red flowers not roses]

Drugs, sex, cigarettes, I'm running out of air

Can't feel my guts, it's driving me to cut

I'm so sick of hell, get me out of here

Get me out of here, get me out of here


[Verse 3: kamicidal]

Meet me in the back for some small talk

You really got me in a chokehold

Wanna rob this bank? Grab the rope, hoe

Partners in crime, never be my fucking foe

And promise you'll never look me in the eye with that tone

Camera lights on me flashing, flashing, OMG

Paparazzi wanna see me with my brand-new teeth

Haven't you seen? I'm a pornstar in a movie

Camera, lights on—


[Refrain: kamicidal]

Life is unfair, got rhinestones in my hair

Can you show me you love me? Strip me 'til I'm fuckin' bare

I don't wanna be your club fling, don’t introduce me as your new thing

Keep me in your locket 'cause I wanna wear your wedding ring