decline - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I've been all across the city for you, girl

But you’re not tryna show me no love

I'd be lyin' if I said I ain't had second thoughts

I changed everything I could about myself

I guess it wasn't enough

I’m tryna figure out what happens, still connectin' the dots

You say I'm useless, acting clueless

Why you stuntin' on me?

Who's this? We've been through this

She ain't nothing to me

Make time, but you take mine

Wanna hit me on the FaceTime in the daytime

Every time I hit the decline, I get guilty

I feel like I've gotta rewind for you to feel me

Thought I told you I got curb eyes, you can't heal me

Girl, I’m happy being broken, stop tryna build me

This the real me

I've been searchin' for distractions every night

But I can't get you out of my mind

I’d be lyin' if I said I hadn't tried before

Only known you for a fraction of my life

But I feel like we're intertwined

And I'd be lyin' if I said it doesn’t feel like more

The intentions never clear with you

You say that you'll hit me up and then I never hear from you

Keep on pushin' me away whenever I get near to you

But when you’re feelin' low, you say you need me to be here for you

(Here for you)

And I've been all across the city from the north to the south

Still there ain't an ounce of pity when you open your mouth

Are you really ridin' with me? I’ve been havin' my doubts

Gotta be a different person every time you're about

(But you still say I'm) Useless, acting clueless