*Intro*
I use music as a way; to let my emotions out and what not
Because... cuz Like... I can't... I can't talk to nobody in person about my problems, So I'mma just vent whatever's in my mind using this, so Check it; Listen !
[Verse 1]
This depression and anxiety I can't live with it
In my dreams I'm seeing all see an eye pyramids
People told me pray to god I know he wasn't listening
So in reality it's obvious he really doesn't give a shit
Everyday I think of my past relationship
I'm hating this fact my hearts tearing up and that bitch is embracing it
The person to have your heart carried away, That man I could've been should've, would've but wasn't so what's there left to say
Nothing at all really,So I'mma take this weight of pain on my shoulders
And start rubbin' it off freely
Believe me, the way I live is a "struggle everyday, gotta roll on"
Just like 2Pac would say
But, I'm too lost today; Should I go to the otherside
Suicide? I don't even what would run through my mothers mind
The same with my whole family so I'mma make it through it
With my team TheBrokenReckords til' my death I'mma make this music!
[Hook/Hook]
Why does life have to be so complicated
The way I'm living is not the greatest
But I; will try my hardest to achieve my dreams
And be everything I can possibly be in Hip-Hop
[Verse 2]
You may know me but don't know my darkside,
Ever since I started driving; it's been a long ride
At age 12 I took my first snapline 'cuz of badtimes
Thought I wasn't good at life but good at crime
Abusing everything from Drugs & Liquor
Was known as a crack-head around the public figures
My Father lives three house down and I don't even fuckin' know em'
So respect & love is two things I'll never fuckin' show him!
The people who hated I'm thanking em' now,
My family used think I'd be nothing now I'm making em' proud
I'll admit, I wasn't the greatest kid growing up
7 years old stealing, drinking & rollin' blunts
I'm still smoking up but changed my actions
From the kid who was going insane to a kid who's insane with rappin'
I feel like the normal me everytime I step in the booth
And I gotta say is this is my second message to you!
[Hook/Hook]
Why does life have to be so complicated
The way I'm living is not the greatest
But I; will try my hardest to achieve my dreams
And be everything I can possibly be in Hip-Hop. x2