Soliloquy - Intellectual

[Produced by Levi Hinson & KALEB MITCHELL]

Lately life has been crazy, everything has been changing

And I've been trying to keep track, yet life still fazes me

I've still been Roaming, rolling in the backseat dozing

Seems I've been chosen, one day I'ma be a rap mogul

Move over, make room for me, Adrian doesn't even produce for me

I've been doing this on my own and ever since Home, everybody wanna root for me

I don't need attention, but everybody will indeed respect me

I work so hard I don't need a mention, and Young Minds up on the ascension

I promise, I'm honest, I don't even need them dollars

In my pocket, cause I'm awesome, money only gonna bring more problems

I don't need profits, I need professional help, I can't do this by myself

I'ma need God for the times that I'm honestly lost and could probably land up in a coffin

Feeling so lawless, and the problem is that I'm barely ever an optimist

And when life is giving me obstacles I start giving up and demolishing my self-confidence

Getting lost in my thoughts in the process, yeah

I'm honestly scared for my generation

We know how to slide in them DM's but in real life can't hold conversations

And television isn't helping, it's just slanted views of him and her

In a world that's filled with death, to that life I'm giving birth

Cause Lord knows we need it, we need it

Especially times like these

Were you get gunned down in the middle of the street

Even when you innocent, that ain't stopping them police

But y'all scared to talk about it, so we let the conversation die

Like we just better off without it

Until another body drop, but let me get off of that

I remember days when I had time just to daydream

Now life gets so real, year and a half I'll be eighteen

I been working, I been worried, I been stressed and I been tired

But I stay persistent cause I know He put me here to inspire

But it gets hard sometimes, feels like I'm losing my mind

But this is what I put on myself, it's all gon' happen in Due Time

No pun intended, you can keep the gold you can keep the fame

I'm here to make a difference, you can keep the change

Pedal to metal I'm finna hit the road

And if you down to ride, then come on let's go

This is Soliloquy