Oh, how could I know so long ago what happened

All I could do was try to break the pattern

But you wouldn't see all of the love you shattered

What it all meant to me, it didn't seem to matter

Now I watch this world in color

Hoping that I can recover

From your words that had no honor

'Cause your heart can't spare a dollar

Only nightmares lurk in the night

But this bad dream won't leave my sight

I just need an antidote but I can't emote what I'm thinking

I just need a remedy but I can not see what I'm fighting

And some folks say that I should be winning

And some folks say that I'll be ok

But there's one person that I'm wishing

That would give me the time of day

It's never gonna happen

It's never gonna happen

It's never gonna happen

It's never gonna happen

No way

Now I'm wondering why you ain't calling

While I'm waiting here by the phone

Now every second my heart is falling

Well I guess this ain't what I thought it was

No I guess this ain't what I thought it was

I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was

I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was

I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was

I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was

Somehow you can keep on living

And forget all that I've given

It don't matter how I try 'cause I'll always slide from your vision

And now I only pass the time hoping I'm the one that you're missin'

And some folks say that I should be winning

And some folks say that I'll be ok

But there's one person that I'm wishing

That would give me the time of day

It's never gonna happen

It's never gonna happen

It's never gonna happen

It's never gonna happen

No way

Now I'm wondering why you ain't calling

While I'm waiting here by the phone

Now every second my heart is falling

Well I guess this ain't what I thought it was

Now I'm wondering why you ain't calling

While I'm waiting here by the phone

Now every second my heart is falling

Well I guess this ain't what I thought it was

No I guess this ain't what I thought it was

I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was

I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was

I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was

I guess this ain't what I thought it

Oh I guess this ain't what I thought it was