[Verse]

Yeah

Is this what I'm meant for? A life without a backdoor?

Just hang me like some décor, don't wanna live life no more

Laying dead on the floor, I'm going to the drugstore

I'll numb the pain even more, cuz I swore

I'd never get too stuck inside my head, but here I am

Just laying in my bed, would they ever understand?

Just how I'm feelin', contemplating death

Wanna live but I feel dead, you can go in my stead

'Cause getting up, I'm full of dread and no one is impressed

Wanna fly away, I think I wanna let go

But I can't picturе any other life, so let's hopе

I find a gas station on this dangerous road

'Cause I don't know what the fuck I'd do if I lost sight of the goal

And that's a scary thought, so I always gotta stay driven

'Cause what if everything crashes and I end up in a divot?

Flipped upside down, would I try or would I just quit it?

I'm sick of hearin' everybody's definition of "livin'"

But that's just how I feel, but maybe they're right

I could drop this dream and work a job the rest of my life

Wait, fuck that idea, that future doesn't sound bright

Give me a path they say is riding on the roll of a dice

I'll take that fear and turn that shit into faith

They'll say I'm crazy 'till I make the world shake

My potential in the sky, but if that's the case

Then why the fuck can't I look myself in the face

And tell myself that you're gonna do great?