(I remember the days, the nights full of dreams)
(The world on my shoulders, I'm chasing what it means)
(Somewhere in the stars, I lost track of the sky)
(Kept asking for signs, but I never knew why)
I've been chasing shadows, running from the truth
I built a wall so high, now I'm locked inside my youth
All the love I lost, all the words I didn't say
It's like I'm throwing stones, watching bridges burn away
I see the cracks in my reflection, places I ignored
The battles in my head felt like an endless war
I used to drown in silencе, now the echoes scrеam my name
A prisoner of my pride, I'm the only one to blame, yeah
(Remember the days)
(World on my shoulders, I'm chasing what it means)
(Somewhere in the stars, I lost track of the sky, yeah)
(Never knew why)
(Only one to blame)
I wrote my own story, but the ink just smeared
I tried to wipe it clean, but the stains reappeared
A symphony of guilt plays heavy on my chest
A play conductor to the chaos, never finding rest
I can't rewind the past, but I still hear the tape
Every beat, every scar, every word I'd erase
I paint over mistakes, but the colors still bleed
Tryna plant new roots in a garden full of weeds
If I could stand before you with nothing to hide
Would you see the cracks or the strength inside
If I told the truth, would you even believe
That the person I've become is the one I grieve
I don't need forgiveness, just a moment to breathe
To let the pain unravel, to finally leave
So here's my toast to the mess I made
To every broken promise, to the price I paid