DEMONS - Intellectual

[Intro: K-Trap]

[Verse 1: K-Trap]

Sick and tired of being sick and tired

I'll stand alone before I'll sit with liars

I see niggas turn snakey, I just hit the skies

Some niggas died young and only saw a better life

I felt relieved, one time I done a bit of cryin'

Movin' forward, tryna leave all of that shit behind

Every year, same night, it's a bitter time

Thinking about how Itch died, got me sittin' quiet

And look how long Bis died, still ain't sittin' right

Fast forward time, now we're missing Kyze

No lackin' so I got it on my hip tonight

No lie, I just wanna make it to my crib tonight

How many man left and never came back?

How many close calls? I never gave thanks

And that's the number one thing I should be doin' as a sinner

Is playin' in this game with no winner

It's comin' to an end but I swear I feel sorry for beginners

Cah it only gets worse, you only get birds

We can't talk about the troubles that we're in

And this ain't life, it's just a bubble that we're in

[Chorus: Isabel]

When it's over, if you know me like I know me

Then you'll know that I was good enough for raising

I'm still loyal and human, I'm alive

When it's over, if you know me like I know me

Then you'll know that you can't judge me

'Cause I struggle with some demons

I'm winning, I'm alive

[Verse 2: K-Trap]

So misunderstood, wish that I could get my point across more

In my head, even though I should enjoy myself more

Then again, I dunno, sometimes it feels long but then again I can cope

Sometimes I feel at one but then again, what's the goal?

I tried to get it with my peers, how it end up bein' weird?

How we end up sheddin' tears?

I tried to feel somethin' but there's nothin' ever there

We got too used to it, man, I'm talkin' 'bout the pain

I feel hopeless still, I'm walkin' through the rain

Can't be ashamed that there's nobody to blame

Still I'm alive and I'm blessed and I'm brave

And it hurts me that people I love can't say the same

Yeah, I struggle with some demons and I don't know the reason

But I just follow all these teachings, I block out what they're speakin'

They don't believe in what I believe in

[Chorus: Isabel]

When it's over, if you know me like I know me

Then you'll know that I was good enough for praise

And we stand loyal and human, I'm alive

When it's over, if you know me like I know me

Then you'll know that you can't judge me

'Cause I struggle with some demons

I'm winning, I'm alive

[Outro: Isabel]

Alive