[Hook:]
Can you hear me?
Is someone there?
Am I losing my mind?
...am I losing my mind?
Am I all alone?
Won't you rescue me?
Talking to myself
Staring at you
[Verse 1:]
Listen close, this is the last thing I'll ever write
'Cause tonight is the last night of my life
Death is victory and the taste is sweet
All it takes is some pills and a good night sleep
And then no more pain, no more rain
No more taking this razor-blade to my veins
I'm so depressed that I feel it in my chest
And my stress comes out through my heavy breath
I'm really sorry that you never got to say bye
Just think of all the times that you got to say hi
Think of all the laughter and the great times
I only wrote this because I wanna waste time
Soon as I put down this pen it'll be the end
I just wanna say thank you to my friends
And to my girlfriend I love you baby
But this fucked up world finally drove me crazy
[Hook]
[Verse 2:]
Life is hard, I'm taking the easy way out
That's why I gotta jot down what I wanna say now
You might think this is a joke... nope
I can't decide whether pills the .45 or a rope
Either way I gotta go, I've lived my life
Life vs. me and I'm too tired to fight
So I'll give in, that's it no more livin'
Everyone who played I just want you to listen
I love you all, mom thanks for everything
Without you I wouldn't have seen anything
Everyone else, I love you too
If the reason's true then you probably knew
To my baby, you almost got me through
But this bitter life became too tough to chew
This is it, goodbye I'm doin' it now
Everything I've ever earned I'ma ruin it now