[Intro:]

Yeah, K-Odd-ik, Odd-i-C (The Journey) - Freek Shit. Listen

[Verse 1:]

You ever felt like you just wanna die

Suicide, say goodbye to the ones around you

As I'm writing this a tear drops my eye

Cyanide capsules, I'm bout to down two

If I do it, who would care?

If you where only there when I needed you

But when I did, you were nowhere

To be found, when I'm underground will you see the truth?

Cause tonight is my final night

Got the fucking gun loaded next to me

And I'll use it to end my life

It's under my chin, I'll press then squeeze

Leave my brains all over the wall

And a hole in the back of my head

I just had to end it all

Life is hard, I'm better off dead

[Hook:]

When you use a blade to escape

You know God must have made a mistake

You don't know just how little hatred it takes

'Fore you staring down a barrel, face to face

[Verse 2:]

This ain't my suicide note - I already wrote that

This is the real deal, say goodbye

And if I'm dead and you find my notepad

You'll know why I had to die

There was too much hatred in my life

There was too much holding me down

Fuck getting up, I'm too tired to fight

I'm putting myself in the ground

I'm fucking serious the clip is loaded

And I just switched off the safety

I'm always shunned and treated unimportant

Cause everybody fucking hates me

Alright, goodbye I hate you all

Say goodbye to the pain

Bout to leave my guts all over the wall

And a hole in the back of my brain

[Hook:]

When you use a blade to escape

You know God must have made a mistake

You don't know just how little hatred it takes

'Fore you staring down a barrel, face to face