Released on January 1, 2018

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[Verse 1:]

I don't have no faith in me, there's demons chasing me

They're up inside my mind running circles trying to play with me

And they can be very compelling, they're barricading me

Saving me from living my life and it's fucking changing me

Amazingly, I'm still pushing through but they won't budge

It's like I have an open mind that's closed shut

No one can penitrate it, because it's been invaded

No happy thoughts to depression it is designated

And it's dedicated, my happiness just evaporated

Is depression just a figment of my imagination?

Maybe it's not that bad, I just exaggerate it

If that's the case then why the fuck do I feel captivated?

Isolated, am I evil? Man, I debate it

If I want my happiness back, I'll have to fight to take it

What's it like to smile? Damn I'd like to taste it

I look in the mirror I'm staring into the eyes of Satan


[Hook x2:]

Can't someone save me from this

I feel nothing but numbness

There's no escaping from this

Don't like what I'm becomin'


[Verse 2:]

Feeling dead inside, wanna run and hide

'Cause I feel numb inside - fucking mummified

Darkness lingers in my mind, tell it come inside

Leave all the light behind, I think I'm becomin' blind

Can anybody throw some hope my way?

'Cause I'm already broke and I just got paid

Sorry y'all I'm going through a writer's block

Every line I can't decide whether it's tight or not

Think I should tie the knot on the noose, call it a truce

With life it's got me chewed up, swallowed I'm gonna lose

So I choose to give in and do it but I refuse

'Cause I love my life just don't wanna screw it up, I'm confused

I'm abused by my own mind, it says I'm not shit

I try to brush it off with changing the topic

I've lost it and now I'm mentally exhausted

The war in my mind has concluded and I've lost it


[Hook x4:]

Can't someone save me from this

I feel nothing but numbness

There's no escaping from this

Don't like what I'm becomin'